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Text Message from Herman:
"Ganyan talaga, parang toy story lang yan eh. Pag ang bata may nakitang bagong laruan diba naiisang tabi ang mga old toys. Diba lahat ng focus ng bata nasa new toy kasi nga bago pero di rin magtatagal magiging pareho nalang din ang pagtingin ng bata sa old and new toy kasi malilipasan din sila ng panahon at pareho nalang silang magiging old toy."
I've been keeping this pain for almost a month or two now. I guess you can pick up the real story from the text message herman sent to me. I'm completely jealous to a friend who snatches away from me the attention of the barkada. The sad part is "I introduced him to them" and that's the part I regret the most. A lot of things are changing since then, I feel like I'm not important to them anymore. Before, I will always recieve invites in my cellphone saying "Bash, punta ka dito sa araneta tambay tayo" Right now, I'll be just guessing if they are hanging there but I feel like I don't have the guts to show up because my presence there could end up being out of place or a deadkid. Second thing, he is becoming closer to my bestfriend, He will send group messages day time and night time saying "Jaymie text na us" And that part of his group message I didn't liked. I think my case was just pure jealousy because I'm the only one acting strange, I mean I'm the only one who's affected. I'm completely irritated on things that instead I was the one experiencing it that "GUY" has it All I'll do for now is make them realize my worth. A friend told me that "You'll never know what you've gotten unless it's gone" They'll never know what they have gotten until bash is gone. :[
-Bash
Shopping makes every girl live. It fosters their girl spirit and give them the feeling of being pampered without even going to the spa or having a back massage. A paper bag stuffed with shoes or clothes is their vessel for being happy and contented. A day in the mall is their way of finding their true selves. A dinner in an expensive restaurant is how they defy romantic. A movie date in a near house cinema is their time to express sweetness. A sip of coffee in the nearby starbucks is an undeniably time for open talks. A lay down on his tummy while watching the stars under the melancholy dark spring sky is their moment of reminiscing and a kiss on the lips and a tap on the back is their way of showing good bye honey, it's over between the two of us.
-Bash
An ordinary meaningless existence can suddenly be challenged by the perplexing game of life, luck and death. Gina pareno starred in the indi film entitled kubrador which was previewed lately in the cable movie channel cinema one and in cinemas before. This story focused on the ever popular gambling game in the philippines known as the jueteng. The bookie (kubrador) which was portrayde by the prestigious booba woman herself ms. gina pareno made an outstanding performance in her character in the story, infact she earned numerous awards in the previous film festivals over here and abroad. In the story, she was amelita who never fails from working hard every single day even if she was ill. Every morning she walks and mingles around their poverty-stricken street offering her regular patrons to bet. This story is perhaps related to the present lives of the filipino illegal gamblers nowadays, people who gambles illegally might just have the same rotten outcome as what amylita experienced, and soon shall die. Who knows? Let this serve as a warning. Stop gambling and start earning!.
-Bash
In this world where nothing seems to last forever, everything is moving too fast and nothing claims to be permanent. We travelled in the great roads of life and through it's humps, rocky roads and bumpy rides we still resemble one great person we can never forget in this surreal place of the world we live in. Nonetheless she's this lady we delightfully applaud for the ace she achieved with her bare hands in life. Who else but the most heroic woman in the hearts of every family, our loving mothers. Mothers are natural fighters. They find strength in their children and as they leave their homes early in the morning to enter the life of a career woman day after day, they naturally carry over their motherly affections to their colleagues. And once they arrived home from a long and tiring day of work, they are the one who caresses you in the bed and whisper "Im home! Good night" even when you're already in the haze of your dreams. They are the one who easily gets mad and paranoid when their child is in trouble. She try her very best in keeping her personality neat and clean because she indeed wishes herself to leave a remarkable, strong and unstained impression for her children in the family tree. Our mothers feels like everyday is a crime fighting day with the powerpuff girls in the townsville because similar to a superhero, she wants to be certain that everything is good and in proper condition. She always share what was life like when she was still a kid and learn from her jigsaw puzzle experiences. A good mom always supports you towards your stepping stones, win or lose rise or fall wrong or right but for her, it doesn't matter. They are bloood in your body that makes you live for everyday. They are doves in the sky showing freedom endlessly. They are blooming brier roses that shows beauty and vanity. They are clowns who cheers you up and wipes away that upside smile on your face. She's like a windbell tinkling in the breeze and it's sweet harmony reminds us when we were still a sweet child layed on her cocoon. She's the one who lingers in your memory when you're away. She's the one who'll awake you every morning reminding that you have something to do early that day. Our mothers gives us the warmest hugs expressing congratulations when we attain triumph in this journey we call life. They are the one who catches griefs in our hearts and save us from the rattling-future-killing souls. She's the one who keeps us safe and sound throughout the day. They are desserts that tastes so lushy and sweet. She's like footprints in the sand that keeps on telling us "when you look back, i always leave a mark for you to follow and willn't be lost" Our moms holds us in the right path and will always rescue us when we hit the wrong way. She might scold and scream shout us for tons of times but it's just a reminder that we did something wrong and she corrected it. Moms are the greatest gift from god that everyone deserves to have. And when the wailing winds are come, when the boat is starting to sink, feels like there's no more chance and they can see no light. They come out of their shells and shake their souls getting ready to battle and survive with her child. It's life staking and heart melting. So the next time you think that great deeds can only be done by superheroes, think of your mother who struggled yet managed to balance the phases and her twin roles with all of her criticisms in the high ending road of life. Mama, nanay, mom, inay, mamita, ma-ma, mommy, momsie, ma, ina, or whatever you address her... Happy mother's day!
-Bash
It was a day full of regrets, errors, sacrifice, pain, pressure and rotten disappointment. I was at mommy's house kanina and my main agenda there is to discuss the wedding programs and some business with kuya pj and ate angel but since they weren't there, i decided to talk with them nalang since kuya pj and angel wasn't around. Things went blurry and unpredictable, i even didn't mind on my voice's tone and hindi narin ako na bother if mabastos ko sila or what so ever and im really sorry for that. We had a lot of disagreements on some things related to the wedding, we discussed about the seat plans, the bridal entourage and many things which some of it are left puzzled and unsolved. As they were discussing and inferring with each other i just felt tired and pressured at the spur of the moment i was teary eyed and i walked out and went to the bathroom and there cried, a lot. Manang even handed me tissues and i thank her for that. Maybe it was just pagod, puyat and stress and pressure and... ang daming pang and. I was really disappointed that the two seems to be so careless about their own wedding. I wish god somehow will pat their backs and have the hint of helping me. I don't want to decline the jobs they are giving me because i don't want to turn myself out and disappoint them. Haiii.
-Bash
