"Ganyan talaga, parang toy story lang yan eh. Pag ang bata may nakitang bagong laruan diba naiisang tabi ang mga old toys. Diba lahat ng focus ng bata nasa new toy kasi nga bago pero di rin magtatagal magiging pareho nalang din ang pagtingin ng bata sa old and new toy kasi malilipasan din sila ng panahon at pareho nalang silang magiging old toy."
I've been keeping this pain for almost a month or two now. I guess you can pick up the real story from the text message herman sent to me. I'm completely jealous to a friend who snatches away from me the attention of the barkada. The sad part is "I introduced him to them" and that's the part I regret the most. A lot of things are changing since then, I feel like I'm not important to them anymore. Before, I will always recieve invites in my cellphone saying "Bash, punta ka dito sa araneta tambay tayo" Right now, I'll be just guessing if they are hanging there but I feel like I don't have the guts to show up because my presence there could end up being out of place or a deadkid. Second thing, he is becoming closer to my bestfriend, He will send group messages day time and night time saying "Jaymie text na us" And that part of his group message I didn't liked. I think my case was just pure jealousy because I'm the only one acting strange, I mean I'm the only one who's affected. I'm completely irritated on things that instead I was the one experiencing it that "GUY" has it All I'll do for now is make them realize my worth. A friend told me that "You'll never know what you've gotten unless it's gone" They'll never know what they have gotten until bash is gone. :[-Bash














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